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[spinspinsugar]

*sobs* I can't focus on college. It's really frustrating. I'm trying to write my essay, but I keep getting bored with it. (Probably because I spent forever procrastinating on it and now I have to whip up a rough draft in a few hours time.) And I have missed too many Spanish classes that my grade is now being affected. And I don't even know what I'm learning in that class so I'm kind of tempted to skip it, but at the same time I don't want to skip it because that lowers my grade even more. Ohhh, I hate that I don't care more. Because I've been doing very well in college. I've mostly been getting As (even if some are in the lower 90 range) and I really don't want to screw it up now with only a freaking month left. Ugh. I wish I wasn't so invested in fandom and could focus on my homework, but it just gets effing boring. And I'm really stressed because I have to register for spring classes, too, and I need to sort out loans and financial aid...

The worst part is it's really all my fault and I could be doing so much better. It's very difficult to motivate myself sometimes. *sigh*

Comments

[germli.livejournal.com]

Thanksgiving is almost here. Maybe all you need is some sleep and turkey to get back into the mood.

*hugs*

[septemberose.livejournal.com]

*huggles* I felt the same way, but you just have to get back on track, you can do it. *hugs*

[jessica20121984.livejournal.com]

It can be really hard to focus on college. I'm sure you can do it :)

I haven't been here for a while, you changed your layout, I love it :)